Master and Slave Goddess?
This Goddess aspired to be a slave, y’all — for realz!
I should have prolly started this one with a trigger warning. That’s some charged ass language to be hurling at people in a western context. Even if one is to make exceptional the chattel slavery practiced in the United States, which rendered humans as subhuman property, slavery is generally a raw deal and certainly not an aspiration. Historically slavery has not been a favored position, which begs questioning the presence of the Master/slave dynamic in forms playful to violently coercive that still exists, appearing in many guises. It’s a challenge to discuss slavery as a form of kink—a way to ring one’s bell with the help of a willing Master. If you can stomach that, proceed.
Over the past few years, I’ve entertained several people’s offers to be Master to me as their slave. I will note as curious considering context that all were male identified and White-passing. I leant each of them enough time to hear their pitch and (usually) discover they were findoms (people who extort money as a form of kink, sometimes using blackmail). The findom sub (the finsub?) gives money to the Dom(me) as tribute. The sub quite often elects to be in that role, though a Dom(me) may bullly or threaten the sub without consent. I got threatened by a spurned Master to blow up my life if I didn’t pay up. I was all, “Been there, done that!” I’ve deprived posterity the opportunity to reveal its revenge porn on this Goddess.
When I met Master Prime on OKCupid it felt different. I didn’t even realize he was a Dom, even though the name should have given it away. right away I just thought kink-friendly. He was pretty transparent though, so I had an idea pretty quick. He came on so black velvet charming. He’s a dark-skinned athletic tall cis male with a bass thick and deep as tar. He was sympathetic when I complained of other Masters demanding money. He didn’t ask me to sign-up for any platforms (a hassle usually demanded as proof of commitment). He was also on FetLife. He seemed genuine enough. He seemed a potential fit and I gave him a shot. Within an hour he knew pretty much all there was to know about me, including where I lived. Within 24 hours, I’d made the first of many tribute payments, and continued tithing to the tune of let’s say an amount for which I felt financial impact. See my Patreon.
I’m an addict. It’s a lifelong process if recovery, and I understand that about myself. I gamble on people by allowing them across my boundaries (which likely is a way in which I am crossing theirs). I get off on relinquishing my power. I’m a Goddess, for heaven sakes. I’m only now, in my fifties, stepping into my near seven feet of feminine power, yet find myself aroused by my Master sending me “good slave.” I am thrilled (and thrill-seeking is a common activity for me) at the idea of being compelled. Lavishing this Black man with servitude, and elevating him defied a history of Black debasement. It was re-dignifying for shame my father and brothers lived. Ego tripping, I make him a Titan (if I’m a Goddess, he’d have to be, right?) Loving of Master Prime as a one-women George Floyd protestation. There certainly was a resemblance. I wonder if anyone else thinks their love can do that.
Two months after giving myself to Master Prime, I came to my senses and broke it off, secure enough that the person would respect my position. That might have been foolishness on my part. I don’t feel exactly disappointed by the experience. Master Prime communicated by video and I have the collection as keep sakes. He did keep up much of his end by challenging me as a sub. I did feel urged past my soft limits (even though it crossed hard boundaries). We never had a face to face session together, but talked on the phone, and left many sexy recorded messages. I was ordered to check in daily to regale my Master with sexual escapades, for which I was rewarded with praise and promises. It was cute being slave goddess pink, other than he couldn’t keep out my pocketbook.
Now, I’m putting out a call to serious applicants only. I’m letting go of Master in preference for a regular Dom(me). Any Ds out there? Get in my DMs!
— Notorious Pink
